See The Truth.. [16 Mar 2007|06:12pm] [ mood | relaxed ] Life is good. :) And I slept great last night, despite the nightmares. Yessireebob, this could still be a good year.

4 Open Eyes ? See The Truth.. [01 Jan 2007|03:48am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Pantera - "Goddamn Electric" ] Happy New Year. You know.. This last year has been long. Really long. Really, really, really long. I can't properly stress just how long it's been, and would only look stupid in attempting. So I won't. I honestly don't remember how I rung in last year. More than likely sitting in this chair. I guess maybe that should have been some sort of clue, but, alas, it wasn't. Last year I graduated from high school. Hah. You know what? I don't miss it. Not one bit. There's a lot of people I haven't seen lately... That I also do not miss. This year my Grandma passed away. That's how I spent the 4th of July. In the hospital. That, to put it quite simply, sucked. This year I've gone from yelling at Audrey, to not talking to her at all, to talking to her a lot, to not really talking in a week. It's always interesting... I think that's why we both always start talking again. Never a dull moment... The New Year brings a lot to look forward to. I'll be starting school on the... 8th? Yeah, think that's right. Seeing Audrey without being too shocked to speak. :P Shall be fun. Going to see ROH in Detroit with Nick and Squishy, along with an as-of-yet unfound fourth person. I seriously cannot wait that. If the Emo Warrior is there, I shall mark (be insanely entertained for little-to-no reason). So yeah. I rung in this new year over at Squishy's. Kali was there! That was exciting. We all went swimming n whatnot... There really IS an indoor pool. It's one of those things that doesn't really click until you're there. It was really warm.. Watched Jackass 2. It pains me to admit that. Some of the stuff would be pretty fun, tho. Like trying to jump across the English Channel... So yeah... Long year. Looking forward to the new year. <3 Shannon, Kali, and Audrey (all for different reasons), all of whom I've seen lately. Fun times.. <3 Shannon the most, tho, of course. :P <3 Bdubs, and $25 to there. :) Good things of the year: empty houses, friends, Guitar Hero (tho I have no sense of rhythm, and so don't play), Chris Hero, Dean puking (in retrospect, it was completely hilarious), Shannon, road trips, the Averill family, All Night Party, Texas Hold'Em, iPod, my parents (for the most part), Nick @ Nite, THE VAN~!, completely rocking on the main curtain, spring breakage, graduation, the end. Bad Things of the Year: my phone, friends, smoke, death, panic attacks, family that isn't my parents, WWE, sex, headaches, high school, the computer, the radio, the president, Comcast, broken links, midget porn, dirty clothes, PSP, commercials, popular music, employers, stupid drivers, people who personify "the man", parents who try to get Harry Potter banned from schools, people who actually agree with them, the fact that I jammed my finger, headphones, poor decisions.

2 Open Eyes ? See The Truth.. [03 Sep 2006|12:09am] Amount of desperation associated with Matt's need to speak with someone that isn't drunk and in his home: IMing Audrey in the hope that she'll come back online. Holy fucking shit...

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See The Truth.. [26 Jul 2006|03:03pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | Pantera - "This Love" ] If ever words were spoken Painful and untrue I said I loved but I lied In my life All I wanted Was the keeping Of someone like you As it turns out Deeper within me Love was twisted and pointed at you Never ending pain, quickly ending life -- You keep this love, thing, child, toy You keep this love, fist, scar, break You keep this love I'd been the tempting one Stole her from herself This gift in pain Her pain was life And sometimes I feel so sorry I regret this the hurting of you But you make me so unhappy I'd take my life and leave love with you I'd kill myself for you, I'd kill you for myself -- You keep this love, thing, child, toy You keep this love, fist, scar, break You keep this love No more head trips *Shakes his head* Crazy, crazy bitch....

1 Open Eye ? See The Truth.. [03 Jun 2006|11:51pm] [ mood | indescribable ] Definition: homosexual what your soul-mate is most likely to be—if you are hetero. I'll be laughing for hours.

5 Open Eyes ? See The Truth.. [10 Apr 2006|05:04pm] [ mood | sore ] I've realized how much I dislike going away on vacation. El fin de semana pasado, me no divertido. Fue muy aburrido. El viernes después de la escuela, fuí a mí casa. Jugue muchos video juegas. Fue muy, muy aburrido. Comí cereal. Jugue la computadora y dormí en mí casa.. Fue muy, muy, muy, MUY aburrido! A mí no me gusta el fin de semana pasado. Finalmente, levantí en la mañana y fuí a la escuela para mi primero clase. Fue abburrido, tambíen. No.. not perfect at all. But prolly the most I've ever written. Even if it is repetetive. Whatever. There were some spots where I was just too lazy for accents. Sue me. And some are wrong. Again.. Whatever. I'm also not sure if "levantí" and "durmí" are right. "Dormí" might = "duermí". So that was my weekend.. wooo.

See The Truth.. Remembering Eddie [15 Nov 2005|11:06pm] [ music | Atreyu - "The Rememberance Ballad" ] R.I.P Eddie Guerrero 1967-2005 Been putting this off tomorrow.. Don't know why. Maybe I'm afraid that someone will say something stupid, I don't know. I'm sure that, if anybody actually reads this, someone is thinking "who cares?". And if you are.. Then fuck off. Simply stop reading this, and don't come near me. Because if you ARE thinking that.. Then I have no desire to know you. It may seem weird to people that I take Eddie's death as seriously as I do.. and I don't honestly care. Because, you see, for the last ten years I've been watching Eddie on TV. TEN YEARS. After that long, whether you've met them or not.. You grow attached. It can't be helped. Eddie Guerrero was one of the greatest wrestlers ever. He could get a good match out of anyone. He made absolutely stupid storylines entertaining. That's a gift that very few people have. I will never forget Eddie. Cheat 2 Win. These days are closing in The end has become apparent We're only here for so long Will anyone remember my name When time has washed away the dust of our ashes? When my head rests in a velvet lined casket? What's out there? What is my eternal fate? It only just recently hit me That this life is just a state Mortality fading Like the innocence of love I'm scared to death of what's to become Of my immortal soul of this eternal flame Will you remember? Will your heart sing with pain? Who calls out my name? Who can tell me what happens When my eyes close for the last time? Does it all simply end in a blanket of darkness? What of my soul, what of my soul? All those things you couldn't say You should have said All those I love you's lost Weighed more like lead on your chest What if I could take back all those misspent days? Every second of anger, I would wash my sins away

9 Open Eyes ? See The Truth.. heather is amazing [16 Aug 2005|04:17pm] [ mood | heatherish ] heather is the most amazing person in the entire universe and the best sister in the history of the world. shes super cool and an amazing pope. and im a douche cuz i took away the heather desktop even though i said i wouldnt cuz im matt and my hair isnt poofy thats right. but i have head diseases hehehehehe but heather doesnt cuz shes amazingly cool and NOT diseased. and im definately matt right now. definately not anyone other than matt artie bucket o clump heh. I LOVE MY SISTER HEATHER BECAUSE SHE IS AMAZING. EVERYONE SHOULD WORSHIP HER!!!

2 Open Eyes ? See The Truth.. [16 Aug 2005|11:19am] I'm at registration "working" our "boss" person went on a break and told us to do whatever. So we are. I'm on a teacher's computer. Doing stuff.

See The Truth.. [04 Aug 2005|01:26pm] [ mood | HEATHER ] heather rules more than anything in the entire universe

10 Open Eyes ? See The Truth.. [09 Apr 2005|01:30pm] [ mood | angry ] [ music | Boy Meets World ] Read. Everything this person wrote is totally TRUE. I actually chose not to post the angrier article about this, so just read it, damnit! Ode to the Nice Guys This rant was written for the Wharton Undergraduate Journal This is a tribute to the nice guys. The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point. This is dedicated to those guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing room at department stores. This is in honor of the guys that obligingly reiterate how cute/beautiful/smart/funny/sexy their female friends are at the appropriate moment, because they know most girls need that litany of support. This is in honor of the guys with open minds, with laid-back attitudes, with honest concern. This is in honor of the guys who respect a girl’s every facet, from her privacy to her theology to her clothing style. This is for the guys who escort their drunk, bewildered female friends back from parties and never take advantage once they’re at her door, for the guys who accompany girls to bars as buffers against the rest of the creepy male population, for the guys who know a girl is fishing for compliments but give them out anyway, for the guys who always play by the rules in a game where the rules favor cheaters, for the guys who are accredited as boyfriend material but somehow don’t end up being boyfriends, for all the nice guys who are overlooked, underestimated, and unappreciated, for all the nice guys who are manipulated, misled, and unjustly abandoned, this is for you. This is for that time she left 40 urgent messages on your cell phone, and when you called her back, she spent three hours painstakingly dissecting two sentences her boyfriend said to her over dinner. And even though you thought her boyfriend was a chump and a jerk, you assured her that it was all ok and she shouldn’t worry about it. This is for that time she interrupted the best killing spree you’d ever orchestrated in GTA3 to rant about a rumor that romantically linked her and the guy she thinks is the most repulsive person in the world. And even though you thought it was immature and you had nothing against the guy, you paused the game for two hours and helped her concoct a counter-rumor to spread around the floor. This is also for that time she didn’t have a date, so after numerous vows that there was nothing “serious” between the two of you, she dragged you to a party where you knew nobody, the beer was awful, and she flirted shamelessly with you, justifying each fit of reckless teasing by announcing to everyone: “oh, but we’re just friends!” And even though you were invited purely as a symbolic warm body for her ego, you went anyways. Because you’re nice like that. The nice guys don’t often get credit where credit is due. And perhaps more disturbing, the nice guys don’t seem to get laid as often as they should. And I wish I could logically explain this trend, but I can’t. From what I have observed on campus and what I have learned from talking to friends at other schools and in the workplace, the only conclusion I can form is that many girls are just illogical, manipulative bitches. Many of them claim they just want to date a nice guy, but when presented with such a specimen, they say irrational, confusing things such as “oh, he’s too nice to date” or “he would be a good boyfriend but he’s not for me” or “he already puts up with so much from me, I couldn’t possibly ask him out!” or the most frustrating of all: “no, it would ruin our friendship.” Yet, they continue to lament the lack of datable men in the world, and they expect their too-nice-to-date male friends to sympathize and apologize for the men that are jerks. Sorry, guys, girls like that are beyond my ability to fathom. I can’t figure out why the connection breaks down between what they say (I want a nice guy!) and what they do (I’m going to sleep with this complete ass now!). But one thing I can do, is say that the nice-guy-finishes-last phenomenon doesn’t last forever. There are definitely many girls who grow out of that train of thought and realize they should be dating the nice guys, not taking them for granted. The tricky part is finding those girls, and even trickier, finding the ones that are single. So, until those girls are found, I propose a toast to all the nice guys. You know who you are, and I know you’re sick of hearing yourself described as ubiquitously nice. But the truth of the matter is, the world needs your patience in the department store, your holding open of doors, your party escorting services, your propensity to be a sucker for a pretty smile. For all the crazy, inane, absurd things you tolerate, for all the situations where you are the faceless, nameless hero, my accolades, my acknowledgement, and my gratitude go out to you. You do have credibility in this society, and your well deserved vindication is coming.

6 Open Eyes ? See The Truth.. [19 Mar 2005|08:01pm] [ mood | bouncy ] im matt heather rules at life so does julie they are the best AND THEY ALWAYS WIN

2 Open Eyes ? See The Truth.. [09 Mar 2005|03:41pm] [ mood | bouncy ] im matt matt matt matt i love heather shes the most amazing person ever i like to buy her things :) and give her food

2 Open Eyes ? See The Truth.. [26 Oct 2004|09:22pm] [ mood | indescribable ] [ music | Rodney ] ( Survey, Pt. 2 )

12 Open Eyes ? See The Truth.. [25 Oct 2004|10:07pm] [ mood | pissed off ] ( Survey thingy I stole from Lacey.. )

35 Open Eyes ? See The Truth.. [20 Oct 2004|01:07pm] ( Wanna get some herpes? )

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See The Truth.. YAY! Now i have something to do! Go Ed! [14 Oct 2004|10:39pm] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | TV ] LAYER ONEMatt -- Birthdate: March 31 -- Current Location: Lake Orion -- Eye Color: Changes between blue, grey, n green -- Hair Color: dirty blond/brown -- Height: 5 or 6 somethin.. -- Righty or Lefty: right -- Zodiac Sign: aries LAYER TWO: -- The shoes you wore today: black airwalks.. like always -- Your weakness: Girls -- Your fears: Being alone.. -- Your perfect pizza: Pepperoni! -- Goal you'd like to achieve: Finding someone that cares.. LAYER THREE: -- Your most overused phrase on IM: "tay" or "kick it!" -- Your thoughts first waking up: "Fuck.. I woke up." -- Your best physical feature: ??? -- Your bedtime: 10-11 -- Your most missed memory: Early 10th grade.. LAYER FOUR: -- Pepsi or Coke: Coke -- McDonald's or Burger King: McDonald's -- Single or group dates: Single -- Adidas or Nike: neither --Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: neither -- Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate -- Cappuccino or coffee: neither LAYER FIVE: -- smoke: no -- Curse: yes -- Sing: when I'm alone -- Have a crush(es): ... -- Do you think you've been in love: dunno -- Want to go to college: prolly -- Like(d) high school: no -- Want to get married: no idea -- Believe in yourself: no -- Get motion sickness:no -- Think you're attractive: no -- Think you're a health freak: no -- Get along with your parents: sometimes -- Like thunderstorms: yes -- Play an instrument:no LAYER SIX: In the past month... -- Drank alcohol: no -- Smoked: no -- Done a drug: no -- Made Out: no -- Gone to the mall: yes -- Eaten an entire package of Oreos: yes -- Eaten sushi: no -- Been on stage: no -- Been dumped: no -- Gone skating: no -- Made homemade cookies: no -- Gone skinny dipping: no -- Dyed your hair: no -- Stolen anything: yes LAYER SEVEN: Ever... -- Played a game that required removal of clothing: dont think so.. -- If so, was it mixed company: ---- -- Been trashed or extremely intoxicared: yes -- Been caught "doing something": no -- Been called a tease: no -- Gotten beaten up: no -- Shoplifted: no -- Changed who you were to fit in: no LAYER EIGHT -- Age you hope to be married: dunno -- Numbers and Names of Children: ..i'd feel like an idiot --Describe your Dream Wedding: --- -- How do you want to die: anyway that gives me a chance to tell the world to fuck off.. -- Where you want to go to college: far away -- What do you want to be when you grow up: journalist or teacher.. -- What country would you most like to visit?:Greece LAYER NINE: In a boy or girl... -- Best eye color? blue or green -- Best hair color? black -- Short or long hair: doesnt matter -- Best height: dunno... shorter? -- Best weight: dunno.. -- Best articles of clothing: fuckin hell? -- Best first date location: again.. I'd feel like a loser -- Best first kiss location: ^ LAYER TEN -- Number of drugs taken illegally:0 -- Number of people i could trust my life with: 0 -- Number of CDs that I own: At least 50.. and yet I still can NEVER find anything to listen to. -- Number of piercings: 0 -- Number of tattoos: 0 -- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?:1 -- Number of scars on my body: 2 -- Number of things in my past that I regret: too many

3 Open Eyes ? See The Truth.. [08 Oct 2004|08:07am] How much wood would a woodchuck chuck if a woodchuck could chuck wood? Hmm.. My brain aches. Homecoming tonight sodnasndoiasndasoidjajsodosodjaopsjd;pasjo;pojmewlpj HIPPOPOTOMUS sadoihasoidnsiknps;raejnhmrposaiejmrolpisejmropsjmerpojmesrpoljeorjmp;

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