Why do you wear that stupid bunny suit?

Fri, 16 Mar 2007 22:13:38 GMT

Life is good.

:)

And I slept great last night, despite the nightmares.

Yessireebob, this could still be a good year.

Mon, 01 Jan 2007 08:48:07 GMT

Happy New Year.

You know..

This last year has been long. Really long. Really, really, really long. I can't properly stress just how long it's been, and would only look stupid in attempting. So I won't.

I honestly don't remember how I rung in last year. More than likely sitting in this chair. I guess maybe that should have been some sort of clue, but, alas, it wasn't.

Last year I graduated from high school. Hah. You know what? I don't miss it. Not one bit.

There's a lot of people I haven't seen lately... That I also do not miss.

This year my Grandma passed away. That's how I spent the 4th of July. In the hospital. That, to put it quite simply, sucked.

This year I've gone from yelling at Audrey, to not talking to her at all, to talking to her a lot, to not really talking in a week. It's always interesting... I think that's why we both always start talking again. Never a dull moment...

The New Year brings a lot to look forward to. I'll be starting school on the... 8th? Yeah, think that's right.

Seeing Audrey without being too shocked to speak. :P Shall be fun.

Going to see ROH in Detroit with Nick and Squishy, along with an as-of-yet unfound fourth person. I seriously cannot wait that. If the Emo Warrior is there, I shall mark (be insanely entertained for little-to-no reason).

So yeah. I rung in this new year over at Squishy's. Kali was there! That was exciting. We all went swimming n whatnot... There really IS an indoor pool. It's one of those things that doesn't really click until you're there. It was really warm..

Watched Jackass 2. It pains me to admit that. Some of the stuff would be pretty fun, tho. Like trying to jump across the English Channel...

So yeah...

Long year. Looking forward to the new year.

<3 Shannon, Kali, and Audrey (all for different reasons), all of whom I've seen lately. Fun times..

<3 Shannon the most, tho, of course. :P

<3 Bdubs, and $25 to there. :)

Good things of the year: empty houses, friends, Guitar Hero (tho I have no sense of rhythm, and so don't play), Chris Hero, Dean puking (in retrospect, it was completely hilarious), Shannon, road trips, the Averill family, All Night Party, Texas Hold'Em, iPod, my parents (for the most part), Nick @ Nite, THE VAN~!, completely rocking on the main curtain, spring breakage, graduation, the end.

Bad Things of the Year: my phone, friends, smoke, death, panic attacks, family that isn't my parents, WWE, sex, headaches, high school, the computer, the radio, the president, Comcast, broken links, midget porn, dirty clothes, PSP, commercials, popular music, employers, stupid drivers, people who personify "the man", parents who try to get Harry Potter banned from schools, people who actually agree with them, the fact that I jammed my finger, headphones, poor decisions.

Sun, 03 Sep 2006 04:09:31 GMT

Amount of desperation associated with Matt's need to speak with someone that isn't drunk and in his home:

IMing Audrey in the hope that she'll come back online.

Holy fucking shit...

Thu, 31 Aug 2006 01:47:32 GMT

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1) What animal should deanerphonehome be combined with? ....Too easy.
2) If swirling_chaos was a superhero, who would be his/her archnemesis? George Bush.
3) Is swirling_chaos popular? Lyke, OMG! TOTALLY!
4) How would nopoint666 kill violate_my_soul? ....
5) What is _myxwonderland_'s favorite game? Don't wanna think about it.
6) Did violate_my_soul break up with you? You can't break up with your SIBLING
7) Does saygan do drugs? ....It would make sense.
8) Would ireallylikehugs go out with ___rag_doll? ...I don't wanna think about it.
9) Is ___rag_doll related to you? Definately not.
10) theguardianstar's hair color? adinsdikn
11) Thoughts on _myxwonderland_? :)
12) If must_be_tuesday and violate_my_soul were spliced together, what would be its name? Super Mega Monster of DEATH
13) Are psycopyro666 and must_be_tuesday going steady? ...I hope not.
14) What word best describes flawknot1255? adnoasidn
15) What song/movie would you recommend to samwise522? Umm.. Whatever songs I've already recommended?
16) Is _myxwonderland_ an emo? HAHAHAHAHAHA!
17) How long have you known violate_my_soul? A long time?
18) What exotic animal would ornghed like as a pet? Something that eats people
19) Does must_be_tuesday have a crush on saygan? ....Ew
20) What is must_be_tuesday's favorite band/artist? Something horrible.
21) Is samwise522 a college student? Nope.
22) Is nopoint666 single? Nope.
23) What would violate_my_soul think of ___rag_doll? I fail to understand the two of them
24) Do angelhorse2005 and evilcarninja go to the same school? Nope.
25) Is saygan in a relationship? ...I have no idea.
26) If ireallylikehugs were hanging off a cliff, what would flawknot1255 do? asdinoinasdd
27) What is violate_my_soul's favorite color? Death
28) If flawknot1255 and angelhorse2005 were spliced together, what would it be like? ...Yikes.
29) Is psycopyro666 friends with swirling_chaos? ...No idea.
30) Are evilcarninja and ireallylikehugs going out? ....Awkward.
31) What comic book character would violate_my_soul be? The Pope.
32) Would you set up psycopyro666 and ireallylikehugs? diaskndisnd
33) Would you make out with ___rag_doll? .......No. *shakes his head*
34) Which of your friends should nopoint666 go out with? ..... *and again*
35) Does saygan know hold_me_closer0? uhhhh
36) Where was samwise522 born? sdnisand
37) What would hold_me_closer0 give flawknot1255 for his/her birthday? Nothin.
38) What would ireallylikehugs do differently in your shoes? ...I don't want to think about it.
39) What mental disorder does hold_me_closer0 remind you of? OCD? :)
40) Has nopoint666 dyed their hair? Uhhh?
41) Do you think ___rag_doll is hot? ....I hate this thing.
42) What do you disagree with nopoint666 about? Everything. :)
43) Would you wrestle psycopyro666 in jello? sdfdsfo
44) What planet should angelhorse2005 be from? asdiodmnsaidn
45) If saygan took over the world, who would be happy? Her.
46) Would you ever date must_be_tuesday? Nah.
47) How many monkeys could violate_my_soul fight at once and win against? Heather wouldn't hurt monkies. She'd tame them and make a monkey army.
48) What color should ___rag_doll dye their hair? LOL!!! Is there a color it hasn't been dyed?
49) One quality you find attractive in ireallylikehugs? Uhhhhhhhh. She likes hugs?
50) Does saygan have a big secret? Doesnt everyone?
51) Are swirling_chaos and saygan married? ...no.
52) Would saygan and ornghed make a good couple? ..>Creepy.
53) Is psycopyro666 dead sexy? Do NOT speak that way about my wife! CREEP!
54) Could you see flawknot1255 and theguardianstar together? ...yikes.
55) Do you have a crush on ornghed? No, no I do not.
56) Which president would swirling_chaos be likely to idolize? Satan?
57) Does psycopyro666 go to your school? Nooooo
58) Does angelhorse2005 smoke? If she does, I'll kill her. :)
59) Is samwise522 your best friend? No
60) If violate_my_soul took over the world, who would suffer? Men.
61) How long would flawknot1255 dating ireallylikehugs last? Never.
62) How would swirling_chaos conquer the world? With sushi.
63) What is nopoint666's favorite food? ....I dunno.
64) What flavor of jello would saygan be? Oompaloompa.
65) How tall is hold_me_closer0? ...No idea.
66) One thing you can't stand about violate_my_soul? I love my sister, thank you.
67) If _myxwonderland_ had a superpower, what would it be? Hmmm.. Good question.
68) Is theguardianstar related to _myxwonderland_? No.
69) Where did you first meet ornghed? Seminar!
70) If samwise522 and theguardianstar were siamese twins, where would they be joined? ...Weird.
71) Has saygan been to your house/dorm? Umm... I dont think so.
72) What is swirling_chaos's biggest flaw? ...dunno.
73) What do you agree with theguardianstar about? Stuff?
74) Where would saygan most like to visit? The 70s?
75) Is psycopyro666 1337? Definately.
76) Is violate_my_soul athletic? Hahahaha
77) Is hold_me_closer0 a high school student? High school is soooo lame
78) Is ___rag_doll a nerd? Totally.
79) What is flawknot1255's favorite movie? Uhhh...
80) What rank would angelhorse2005 have in a giant robot army? ...What?
81) Would ireallylikehugs and violate_my_soul look good together? Yikes.
82) If psycopyro666 commanded an army, who would be his/her followers? Satan.
83) What would you do if psycopyro666 died? Cry forever.
84) Does evilcarninja drink? No.
85) When did you last call samwise522? ...Dunno.
86) Does angelhorse2005 have a dog? No?
87) Where was saygan born? Places?
88) What would you do if you found out _myxwonderland_ has a crush on you? Be totally weirded out.
89) Have you ever dated swirling_chaos? Noooo
90) Have you flirted with _myxwonderland_? Nope.
91) Is nopoint666 introverted or extroverted? hahahahahahaha
92) What languages does angelhorse2005 speak? Stuff?
93) What video game does deanerphonehome remind you of? LOL!!! WoW!
94) Does must_be_tuesday travel a lot? No?
95) What animal does flawknot1255 remind you of? A heffalump.
96) What is samwise522 allergic to? ...Dunno.
97) Would ornghed be a better ninja or pirate? Pirate.
98) What is ornghed's shoe size? ?
99) evilcarninja's eye color? No idea.
100) Do you have deanerphonehome's screenname? That I do.

Wed, 26 Jul 2006 19:05:58 GMT

If ever words were spoken
Painful and untrue
I said I loved but I lied
In my life
All I wanted
Was the keeping
Of someone like you
As it turns out
Deeper within me
Love was twisted and pointed at you

Never ending pain, quickly ending life --

You keep this love, thing, child, toy
You keep this love, fist, scar, break
You keep this love

I'd been the tempting one
Stole her from herself
This gift in pain
Her pain was life
And sometimes I feel so sorry
I regret this the hurting of you
But you make me so unhappy
I'd take my life and leave love with you

I'd kill myself for you, I'd kill you for myself --
You keep this love, thing, child, toy
You keep this love, fist, scar, break
You keep this love

No more head trips

*Shakes his head*

Crazy, crazy bitch....

Sun, 04 Jun 2006 03:52:10 GMT

Definition:

homosexual
what your soul-mate is most likely to be—if you are hetero.

I'll be laughing for hours.

Mon, 10 Apr 2006 21:20:07 GMT

I've realized how much I dislike going away on vacation.

El fin de semana pasado, me no divertido. Fue muy aburrido. El viernes después de la escuela, fuí a mí casa. Jugue muchos video juegas. Fue muy, muy aburrido. Comí cereal. Jugue la computadora y dormí en mí casa.. Fue muy, muy, muy, MUY aburrido! A mí no me gusta el fin de semana pasado. Finalmente, levantí en la mañana y fuí a la escuela para mi primero clase. Fue abburrido, tambíen.

No.. not perfect at all. But prolly the most I've ever written. Even if it is repetetive. Whatever. There were some spots where I was just too lazy for accents. Sue me. And some are wrong. Again.. Whatever. I'm also not sure if "levantí" and "durmí" are right. "Dormí" might = "duermí".

So that was my weekend.. wooo.

Remembering Eddie

Wed, 16 Nov 2005 04:21:18 GMT

R.I.P Eddie Guerrero
1967-2005

Been putting this off tomorrow.. Don't know why. Maybe I'm afraid that someone will say something stupid, I don't know. I'm sure that, if anybody actually reads this, someone is thinking "who cares?". And if you are.. Then fuck off. Simply stop reading this, and don't come near me. Because if you ARE thinking that.. Then I have no desire to know you.

It may seem weird to people that I take Eddie's death as seriously as I do.. and I don't honestly care. Because, you see, for the last ten years I've been watching Eddie on TV. TEN YEARS. After that long, whether you've met them or not.. You grow attached. It can't be helped.

Eddie Guerrero was one of the greatest wrestlers ever. He could get a good match out of anyone. He made absolutely stupid storylines entertaining. That's a gift that very few people have. I will never forget Eddie.

Cheat 2 Win.

These days are closing in
The end has become apparent
We're only here for so long
Will anyone remember my name
When time has washed away the dust of our ashes?
When my head rests in a velvet lined casket?
What's out there?
What is my eternal fate?
It only just recently hit me
That this life is just a state
Mortality fading
Like the innocence of love
I'm scared to death of what's to become

Of my immortal soul of this eternal flame
Will you remember?
Will your heart sing with pain?

Who calls out my name?
Who can tell me what happens
When my eyes close for the last time?
Does it all simply end in a blanket of darkness?
What of my soul, what of my soul?

All those things you couldn't say
You should have said
All those I love you's lost
Weighed more like lead on your chest

What if I could take back all those misspent days?
Every second of anger, I would wash my sins away

heather is amazing

Tue, 16 Aug 2005 20:20:10 GMT

heather is the most amazing person in the entire universe
and the best sister in the history of the world.
shes super cool and an amazing pope.
and im a douche cuz i took away the heather desktop even though i said i wouldnt
cuz im matt
and my hair isnt poofy
thats right.

but i have head diseases
hehehehehe

but heather doesnt cuz shes amazingly cool and NOT diseased.

and im definately matt right now. definately not anyone other than matt
artie
bucket o clump

heh.

I LOVE MY SISTER HEATHER BECAUSE SHE IS AMAZING. EVERYONE SHOULD WORSHIP HER!!!

Tue, 16 Aug 2005 15:20:11 GMT

I'm at registration

"working"

our "boss" person went on a break and told us to do whatever.

So we are.

I'm on a teacher's computer.

Doing stuff.

Thu, 04 Aug 2005 17:27:00 GMT

heather rules more than anything in the entire universe

Sat, 09 Apr 2005 17:31:27 GMT

Read. Everything this person wrote is totally TRUE. I actually chose not to post the angrier article about this, so just read it, damnit!

Ode to the Nice Guys
This rant was written for the Wharton Undergraduate Journal

This is a tribute to the nice guys. The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point. This is dedicated to those guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing room at department stores. This is in honor of the guys that obligingly reiterate how cute/beautiful/smart/funny/sexy their female friends are at the appropriate moment, because they know most girls need that litany of support. This is in honor of the guys with open minds, with laid-back attitudes, with honest concern. This is in honor of the guys who respect a girl’s every facet, from her privacy to her theology to her clothing style.

This is for the guys who escort their drunk, bewildered female friends back from parties and never take advantage once they’re at her door, for the guys who accompany girls to bars as buffers against the rest of the creepy male population, for the guys who know a girl is fishing for compliments but give them out anyway, for the guys who always play by the rules in a game where the rules favor cheaters, for the guys who are accredited as boyfriend material but somehow don’t end up being boyfriends, for all the nice guys who are overlooked, underestimated, and unappreciated, for all the nice guys who are manipulated, misled, and unjustly abandoned, this is for you.

This is for that time she left 40 urgent messages on your cell phone, and when you called her back, she spent three hours painstakingly dissecting two sentences her boyfriend said to her over dinner. And even though you thought her boyfriend was a chump and a jerk, you assured her that it was all ok and she shouldn’t worry about it. This is for that time she interrupted the best killing spree you’d ever orchestrated in GTA3 to rant about a rumor that romantically linked her and the guy she thinks is the most repulsive person in the world. And even though you thought it was immature and you had nothing against the guy, you paused the game for two hours and helped her concoct a counter-rumor to spread around the floor. This is also for that time she didn’t have a date, so after numerous vows that there was nothing “serious” between the two of you, she dragged you to a party where you knew nobody, the beer was awful, and she flirted shamelessly with you, justifying each fit of reckless teasing by announcing to everyone: “oh, but we’re just friends!” And even though you were invited purely as a symbolic warm body for her ego, you went anyways. Because you’re nice like that.

The nice guys don’t often get credit where credit is due. And perhaps more disturbing, the nice guys don’t seem to get laid as often as they should. And I wish I could logically explain this trend, but I can’t. From what I have observed on campus and what I have learned from talking to friends at other schools and in the workplace, the only conclusion I can form is that many girls are just illogical, manipulative bitches. Many of them claim they just want to date a nice guy, but when presented with such a specimen, they say irrational, confusing things such as “oh, he’s too nice to date” or “he would be a good boyfriend but he’s not for me” or “he already puts up with so much from me, I couldn’t possibly ask him out!” or the most frustrating of all: “no, it would ruin our friendship.” Yet, they continue to lament the lack of datable men in the world, and they expect their too-nice-to-date male friends to sympathize and apologize for the men that are jerks. Sorry, guys, girls like that are beyond my ability to fathom. I can’t figure out why the connection breaks down between what they say (I want a nice guy!) and what they do (I’m going to sleep with this complete ass now!). But one thing I can do, is say that the nice-guy-finishes-last phenomenon doesn’t last forever. There are definitely many girls who grow out of that train of thought and realize they should be dating the nice guys, not taking them for granted. The tricky part is finding those girls, and even trickier, finding the ones that are single.

So, until those girls are found, I propose a toast to all the nice guys. You know who you are, and I know you’re sick of hearing yourself described as ubiquitously nice. But the truth of the matter is, the world needs your patience in the department store, your holding open of doors, your party escorting services, your propensity to be a sucker for a pretty smile. For all the crazy, inane, absurd things you tolerate, for all the situations where you are the faceless, nameless hero, my accolades, my acknowledgement, and my gratitude go out to you. You do have credibility in this society, and your well deserved vindication is coming.

Sun, 20 Mar 2005 01:01:53 GMT

im matt
heather rules at life
so does julie
they are the best

AND THEY ALWAYS WIN

Wed, 09 Mar 2005 20:41:40 GMT

im matt
matt matt matt
i love heather
shes the most amazing person ever

i like to buy her things :)

and give her food

Wed, 27 Oct 2004 01:47:43 GMT

1.What is the geekiest part of your music collection: Weird Al!

2. What do you eat when you raid the fridge at night: Pizza

3. How much money would it take to give up the Internet for one year: Too much to count..

4. What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie: I dunno.. there was one movie that made me sad.. but now I forget it..

5. Do you have a completely irrational fear: dark

6. What is a physical habit that gives away your insecure moments: quiet, my thumbs trying to push through my hoody..

7. Do you know anyone famous: Nope

8. Describe your bed: Water bed..

9. Do you know how to play poker: yes

10. What do you carry with you at all times: my phone

11. What do you miss most about being little: Being worry/stress free.

12. Are you happy with your given name: Not always..

13. What color is your bedroom: Blackish, grey and a little red

14. Do you consider yourself to be a nice person: umm.. act nice or think nice? I act FAIRLY nice.. So i guess nice.. But my thoughts are MUCH different..

15. Do you spend more time with your girlfriend/boyfriend or your friends: Umm.. I dont really spend time with anyone.. Doesn't seem like anyone much cares to anymore.

16. What's one thing you wish you could do but can't: Tell several people to fuck off..

17. What is your ideal marriage location: Dunno..

18. What's one instrument you wish you could play: hmm.. guitar?

19. Something you love and hate: Wow.. I'm going to avoid the rude comments for this one..

20. What's one language you want to learn: Saidbnoasidnasidniasnfiasnfoidsnfenese

21. What do you order at a bar: CHOCOLATE MILK! w00t

22. Have you ever pierced your body parts: No

23. Do you drive a stick: No

24. What's one trait you hate in a person: Dishonesty/distrust

25. What kind of watch do you wear: When I get a new battery for it its gonna be my rockin red dinosaur watch from when I was little.. It's AMAZING

26. Do you consider yourself materialistic: I guess..

27. Favorite writing instrument: a.. uhh.. pen?

28. Do you prefer to blend in or stand out: both?

29. Do you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex: Despite begging and pleading from lacey/heather/shannon n every other girl they tell, no, I don't

30. What is one car you will never buy: Car's a car..

31. If you won the lottery, what would you do: Umm.. get money?

32. Burial or cremation: I'm dead.. who gives a fuck?

33. If you don't like a person, how do you show it: Dunno.. I always find the finger to be effective..

34. What kind of first impression do you think you give people: Umm..judging from the whisperings of "yeah.. matt, that goth kid in the corner" in 3rd hour, I'm guess goth?

35. How many drinks before you're tipsy: Dunno.. Men don't keep track of how much they drink. :P Plus.. I don't drink..

36. Have you ever done any illegal drugs: No

37. Do you think you're cute: LIKE OH - MY - GOD.. I AM JUST LIKE SO TOTALLY SEXAY.. Umm.. yes.. thats a NO

38. Do you have a problem changing clothes in front of your friends: Not really.. I do, however, have a problem when Shannon and Alisha jump onto my bed while I'm sleeping and not wearing pants..

39. Whats the most painful experience you've ever had (emotionally and/or physically): They're painful you cockwhore.. Why the fuck would I say it?

Tue, 26 Oct 2004 02:34:09 GMT

Would you rather...
Live or Die: sometimes I'm not sure..
Be Happy or Sad: happy
Be lonely or Alone: alone
Have many friends or One great friend: One great
Stay at home or Go out: both?
Smile or Laugh: laugh
Yell or Scream: scream
Draw or Write: write
Run away or Move away: I'd like to do both at times..

Have you ever...
[] kissed a member of the opposite sex? ya
[] kissed a member of the same sex? no
[] rode in a taxi? yes
[] been dumped? yes
[] been fired? no
[] been in a fist fight? yes
[] had a threesome? no desire to
[] snuck out of your parent's house? no
[] been arrested? no
[] made out with a stranger? no
[] stole something from your job? no job
[] celebrated new years in times square? no
[] went on a blind date? no
[] lied to a friend? yes.. I find I have to more and more.
[] had a crush on a teacher? no
[] been drunk? yes
[] smoked pot? no
[] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans? no.. a bunch of drunk fools.. yeah.. thats REAL appealing.. [/sarcasm]
[] been to europe? No.. But my brother has.. twice.. yeah.. What a fuckin load of bullshit.
[] skipped school? yes
[] thrown up from drinking? no
[] lost your sibling? I wish..
[] played 'clue'? yes.. it rocks.
[] had a sleepover party? yes
[] went ice skating? I love ice skating..
[] cheated on a bf/gf? no
[] been cheated on? not that I know of..
[] had a sweet sixteen? oh yeah.. you know it
[] had a quincenera? what... the.. fuck?
[] have a car? yes
[] drive? i hate driving..

Do you...
[] have a bf? no
[] have a gf? no
[] have a crush? no
[] feel loved? I'm beginning to think love doesnt exist..
[] feel lonely? yes
[] feel happy? no
[] hate yourself? yes.. and everyone else, for that matter.
[] think youre attractive? no
[] have a dog? no
[] have your own room? yes
[] listen to rap? only eminem every once and a long while..
[] listen to rock? yes
[] listen to soul? no
[] listen to techno? no
[] listen to reggae? no
[] paint your nails? no.. my parents have said if I did that they would (literally) kill me
[] have more than 1 best friend? i guess..
[] get good grades? no
[] play an instrument? no
[] have slippers? yes
[] wear boxers? yes
[] wear black eyeliner? no
[] like the color blue? yes
[] like the color yellow? not really..
[] like to read? yes
[] like to write? yes
[] have long hair? yes
[] have short hair? no
[] have a cell phone? yes
[] have a laptop? no
[] have a pager? no

Are you...
[] ugly? yes
[] pretty? no
[] ok? no
[] bored? yes
[] happy? no
[] white? yes
[] black? no
[] mexican? no
[] asian? no
[] short? no
[] tall? kinda?
[] grounded? probobly soon to be..
[] sick? that depends on what you mean..
[] lazy? yes
[] single? yes
[] taken? yes
[] looking? see the "feel loved" part..
[] not looking? ^^^^
[] talking to someone? no
[] IMing someone? kinda
[] scared to die? i try not to think about it
[] tired? no
[] sleepy? no
[] annoyed? yes
[] hungry? kinda
[] thirsty? kinda
[] on the phone? that would involve having someone to call..
[] in your room? no
[] drinking something? no
[] eating something? no
[] in your pjs? no
[] ticklish? yes
[] listening to music? no
[] racist? not really..

1) ...
2) have you ever had a song written about you? no
3) what song makes you cry? depends on my mood.. but Adam's Song is a typical one when I'm really sad..
4) what song makes you happy? Just about every Tub Ring song.. Specifically "Invalid", "The Promise Keeper" and "I Could Never Fall In Love With You"

*APPERANCE*
height: uhh... about 6'0?
hair color: dirty blond
skin color: paleish?
eye color: changes.. blue/grey/green
piercings: no
tattoos: no

*RIGHT NOW*
what color pants are you wearing?: black.. there's a huge surprise
what song are you listening to?: none
what taste is in your mouth?: the.. mouth tasting kind
how are you? srgvdrfgdrtgydtryre

*DO YOU*
get motion sickness?: no
have a bad habit?: yes
get along with your parents?: sometimes

*FAVORITES*
book: umm.. That one Mick Foley book (for the sheer amusement of it) or.. other books?
non alcoholic drink: cherry coke
alcoholic drink: none..

*HAVE YOU*
broken the law: yes
ran away from home: no
snuck out of the house: no
ever gone skinny dipping: no
made a prank phone call: yes
skipped school before: yes
been in a school play: yes

*LOVE*
Girlfriend/Boyfriend: I've already gone over this SHIT
children: ...
secret crush: ..Are you fucking retarded or something?
been in love: Need I repeat my question?
had a hard time getting over someone: And again?
been hurt: I'll give it a break and a yes..
your greatest regret: I'd say.. but I'd prefer not having a certain person murder me.

*RANDOM*
your cd player has in it right now: ummm.. Slipknot or Stone Sour, I think..
what makes you happy: when Lacey decideds to give me the time of day AND be nice.. When me and Dean sit in 3rd hour being total and complete assholes.. the good type of heather talk time.. Time alone listening to music while hating everyone in peace.. Hmm.. I think that about does it.

*WHEN WAS THE LAST YOU*
time you cried: don't remember
you got e-mail: today
thing you purchased: hoodie and new Tub Ring CD (Zoo Hypothesis)
kissed someone: .. a long time.
had sex: never
wanted to hit someone: today
were in love: Need I answer this again? DOES - NOT - EXIST.
who was the last person you talked to: In person? Heather and Spencer..
the last person that made you laugh: On purpose?.. dunno.. I laughed at Heather yelling at me.. Laughed at Shannon yelling at me.. Laughed at other things that most people wouldnt find funny.. but.. last person that made me laugh cuz what they said was actually FUNNY? prolly Ed.
the last song you listened to: ugh.. either Linkin Park and Adema - Giving In or Tub Ring - We Are The Righteous

Heather is amazing!!!!!

Wed, 20 Oct 2004 17:07:17 GMT

Fri, 15 Oct 2004 15:31:30 GMT

YAY! Now i have something to do! Go Ed!

Fri, 15 Oct 2004 02:54:01 GMT

LAYER ONEMatt
-- Birthdate: March 31
-- Current Location: Lake Orion
-- Eye Color: Changes between blue, grey, n green
-- Hair Color: dirty blond/brown
-- Height: 5 or 6 somethin..
-- Righty or Lefty: right
-- Zodiac Sign: aries

LAYER TWO:
-- The shoes you wore today: black airwalks.. like always
-- Your weakness: Girls
-- Your fears: Being alone..
-- Your perfect pizza: Pepperoni!
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: Finding someone that cares..

LAYER THREE:
-- Your most overused phrase on IM: "tay" or "kick it!"
-- Your thoughts first waking up: "Fuck.. I woke up."
-- Your best physical feature: ???
-- Your bedtime: 10-11
-- Your most missed memory: Early 10th grade..

LAYER FOUR:
-- Pepsi or Coke: Coke
-- McDonald's or Burger King: McDonald's
-- Single or group dates: Single
-- Adidas or Nike: neither
--Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: neither
-- Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
-- Cappuccino or coffee: neither

LAYER FIVE:
-- smoke: no
-- Curse: yes
-- Sing: when I'm alone
-- Have a crush(es): ...
-- Do you think you've been in love: dunno
-- Want to go to college: prolly
-- Like(d) high school: no
-- Want to get married: no idea
-- Believe in yourself: no
-- Get motion sickness:no
-- Think you're attractive: no
-- Think you're a health freak: no
-- Get along with your parents: sometimes
-- Like thunderstorms: yes
-- Play an instrument:no

LAYER SIX:
In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: no
-- Smoked: no
-- Done a drug: no
-- Made Out: no
-- Gone to the mall: yes
-- Eaten an entire package of Oreos: yes
-- Eaten sushi: no
-- Been on stage: no
-- Been dumped: no
-- Gone skating: no
-- Made homemade cookies: no
-- Gone skinny dipping: no
-- Dyed your hair: no
-- Stolen anything: yes

LAYER SEVEN:
Ever...
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: dont think so..
-- If so, was it mixed company: ----
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicared: yes
-- Been caught "doing something": no
-- Been called a tease: no
-- Gotten beaten up: no
-- Shoplifted: no
-- Changed who you were to fit in: no

LAYER EIGHT
-- Age you hope to be married: dunno
-- Numbers and Names of Children: ..i'd feel like an idiot
--Describe your Dream Wedding: ---
-- How do you want to die: anyway that gives me a chance to tell the world to fuck off..
-- Where you want to go to college: far away
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: journalist or teacher..
-- What country would you most like to visit?:Greece

LAYER NINE:
In a boy or girl...
-- Best eye color? blue or green
-- Best hair color? black
-- Short or long hair: doesnt matter
-- Best height: dunno... shorter?
-- Best weight: dunno..
-- Best articles of clothing: fuckin hell?
-- Best first date location: again.. I'd feel like a loser
-- Best first kiss location: ^

LAYER TEN
-- Number of drugs taken illegally:0
-- Number of people i could trust my life with: 0
-- Number of CDs that I own: At least 50.. and yet I still can NEVER find anything to listen to.
-- Number of piercings: 0
-- Number of tattoos: 0
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?:1
-- Number of scars on my body: 2
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: too many

Fri, 08 Oct 2004 12:10:18 GMT

How much wood would a woodchuck chuck if a woodchuck could chuck wood?

Hmm..

My brain aches.

Homecoming tonight

sodnasndoiasndasoidjajsodosodjaopsjd;pasjo;pojmewlpj

HIPPOPOTOMUS

sadoihasoidnsiknps;raejnhmrposaiejmrolpisejmropsjmerpojmesrpoljeorjmp;

Mon, 13 Sep 2004 15:31:13 GMT

Lacey's having a difficult day.. so... this is my "Lacey should have an un difficult day" post.

Lacey should have an undifficult day.

Ya know why?

Cuz Lacey rocks.

Lacey brought me food today.

Which makes her EVEN MORE of my hero.

Lacey should have an undifficult day..

Because Lacey is Queen of the Universe.

Yes.. That IS kinda scary.

But it's ok..

Cuz Lacey is hot..

n she's my hero.

So YAY Lacey.

For being my hero.

N following my rules the other day :)

Lacey rocks..

Even if she takes all my money..

N bangs her head on my headphones :)

Lacey is STILL my hero

Cuz..

Lacey porn is the best..

Even if she thinks its evil.

:) Yay Lacey.

Fri, 10 Sep 2004 15:25:52 GMT

RAR! Lacey didnt hear me before 3rd hour when i was going "LACEY!" and grr.

Grr.. She should've waited.. Cuz.. I had something to talk to her about.. n now I FORGOT WHAT IT WAS! GRR! GRR GRR GRR GRR GRR GRR GRR!

And.. school sucks large herpes infested horse cock. I really hate it.. I can't wait til homecoming has come n gone.. N i dont wanna go emo at homecoming.. So i hope i won't..

Things that are my hero..(just for Julie)

Fri, 10 Sep 2004 00:01:36 GMT

THINGS THAT ARE MY HERO (In no specific order):

GIR (Invader ZIM)
Cosmo (Fairly Oddparents)
Sheen (Jimmy Neutron)
Lacey (Where ever hot people come from)
Julie (The internet world at her house cuz she's super cool like that!)
Ace Ventura (Ace Ventura: Pet Detective)
Heather (Elementry school where she played a snob! ohhhhh yeah)

More to be added as they come to mind..

Thu, 09 Sep 2004 23:43:35 GMT

"There's good news.. and there's bad news"

"The good news is that I named my nickel phillip!"

"and the bad news...?"

"ITS A GIRL NICKEL!"

Oh wow.. I love Fairly Oddparents.

Thu, 09 Sep 2004 15:30:18 GMT

I want food. I want food. I want FREE food. I want Julie to put me back on her friends list!

I will never bother you
I will never promise to
I will never follow you
I will never bother you

Never speak a word again
I will crawl away for good

I will move away from here
You won't be afraid of fear
No thought was put in to this
I always knew it would come to this
Things have never been so swell
I have never failed to fail

Pain (x3)
You know you're right (x3)

I'm so warm and calm inside
I no longer have to hide
Let's talk about someone else
Steaming soup against her mouth
Nothing really bothers her
She just wants to love herself

I will move away from here
You won't be afraid of fear
No thought was put into this
I always knew to come like this

Things have never been so swell
I have never failed to fail

Pain (x5)
You know you're right (x17)

Pain